well this account happened a few days ago i just got back home after giving my Physics paper and i was metaphorically partying and drinking booze and all ........................means i was watching movies and downloading stuff ....................so any way the next morning i woke up earlier than expected and i asked myself ...............why? .........................i couldnt sleep .........................something felt really wrong .........................so i thought of checking my schedule and to my shook .........i saw this ...................22..........................monday....................april.....................2013...................................URDU...........
..........................i was rattled to my very core .........................and had almost an hour to get ready ..............well..it went well.i mean even though i had no prep ..................

well well folks the last post ended at a wonderful time cause just as i did my parents came back home and ......................well i have a whole lot of secrets and they really dont know about all this stuff they think i am doing something stupid or downloading tv series you know thats why im cut throat and cause when ever my sisters or my brother wants something downloaded i do at a time that no one suspects me or knows what the hell im doing ........ha ............

since im home alone so after every hour its llike an interrogation  on the phone ..its like they have a check list and they're like
okay Have you cleared that room ? did you water the plants ? did you eat lunch ? are you studding ? if not what are you doing ?
see like that and that s not my parents just to clear that thought its my sisters they should be worrying about there studies you know theyre trying to play theyre teacher like i play every one since i have been told by a hell of a lot of people that i am Cut throat and Deviuss if thats how its spelled so any way gotta run gotta do some  chores .......

i know i haven't tried to leave an impression on blogs but still ......today something in me is telling me to write something on your blog rather than cool stories in your Diary so just to be honest ...................i really wrote my first my blog in diary when i was 13 and it was about Batman the dark knight ......and i made myself the joker and felt everything the joker should have felt then i wrote it .....and i impressed everyone with that ..............maybe won some hearts ...........i don't know about that but any way its becoming fun you know cause i start writing i honestly dont stop ..............................doubting that fact   dont just ask my class mates the wont lie and they will also drop this on you that im a NERD ................  well believe what you want i really dont care or maybe i do and i dont like people to know cause may be its my weakness .but hey who am i to judge myself cause people do it so well for me so i dont really have to bother about it ................one less thing to care about .......................i dont feel remorse ............just listen to "holding on letting go " by ross copperman  it will get easier or just try to forget the person by falling in love ....................

for those whom i have added in my circles are probably enjoying the songs i just posted in ...............you may think what kind of a screwed up person does that?...........................here s is your answer ..well you see i express my emotions through music cause its complicated for those who know how bad or great there  life is ............right now i m listening to 


Mess i made by parachute ...............................
go ahead try it its  a great song ...
 

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my sisters annoying me but still i need to say this
 people shouldn't judge others every time you are about to think this ,Who am I to judge him ?
or some thing like , that Am I better than him ?
cause people are like books you dont judge em based on there looks ....you  see their contents and you try to understand them ..................